Meeting the demon Bael

As I began my spiritual journey I had many encounters with sinister entities of darkness while I was out of my body, and I learned to use special recitations to get rid of them. There were so many, and they came again and again, time after time in many different guises.

Doré_-_Dante-_Inferno a_forest_dark...)Sometimes they would be confusing, such as the time I saw a spiritual being I recognised, or what looked like him. He began to tell me something, but as I listened my intuition told me there was something wrong, and so I stared closely into his eyes. As I did they appeared blackish and dark with an evil resonance about them. I immediately knew that it wasn’t him, but it was a negative entity, a being from the dark side in disguise. Deceit is a major weapon of the forces of darkness.

But there was one being from the dark side I met at that time who was different. One night out of my body I travelled through dark regions, with the familiar intensity of the regions of hell. There I saw a figure dressed elegantly in black. He had an entourage with him who followed him. His entourage had its counterpart amongst a certain group of people in the physical world who I won’t mention; they are obviously under the influence of the dark side and wore black as well.

They were in front of me and approached me, and I also walked towards them. The leading figure seemed larger than the others. He stood out and he had a somewhat distinguished appearance. He was refined, like a middle-aged person with some high level of responsibility.

I had my sword which I had gained after my first initiation of the path of fire and the technique to cast away demons, but he walked along the road right towards me and I walked towards him, until each of us stood in the other’s way. We stopped right in front of each other and I asked him who he was and he replied “Bael”. He looked at me and I looked at him. I looked straight into his eyes and to my astonishment I saw evil, but not an evil of the other beings I had previously encountered, but a great, deep, sublime evil intelligence.

It was an intelligence that was dark and yet was vast. His eyes were portals into deep blackness, a blackness so deep they seemed to encompass all the darkness. As I looked in, the darkness looked back at me and he looked at me. He looked at me and through me, like he saw something more than eyes can see. I moved to one side and let him pass and he did the same, as though we knew that to fight each other would have been in neither of our interests. He and his entourage kept walking along that road, slowly disappearing into the foggy darkness.


Note: Bael is not the same as Baal, they are completely different demons.

By | 2016-10-24T09:47:32+00:00 April 5th, 2015|autobiographical, hell and demons|57 Comments

About the Author:

Mark Pritchard is an author and founder of the modern revival of the ancient Religion of the Sun. He's been teaching since 1990, has been dedicated to spiritual practice for decades, and has had metaphysical experiences since childhood. He has authored a number of books on out-of-body experiences, consciousness, and spiritual awakening, including an earlier edition of The Astral Codex which became a bestseller in its genre, and Gazing into the Eternal which was a finalist in the Best Book Awards 2009 in spirituality. He has appeared on over 70 radio and television programs internationally, and writes with the name Belsebuub, which is the name of his spirit/soul/consciousness.


  1. Rick May 12, 2016 at 6:58 am - Reply

    Man, You people (I presume Human) are walking in places You should not go !

    You are taking chances You should not take !

    You are meeting and seeing things You should not see !!!

    Man, You are taking chances You should not take…

    Soon You will see the encompassing of all, and when and if You are standing on the “wrong” side, it’s the wrong side forever !!!

    You’ll have Your “plain”, that’s for sure, and then You will be sealed up in it, Forever, and ever, with “all” the wrong things…


    And if You can ever remember this, “You” made the choice, “You” did it to yourself, so blame know one, “You” made the Choice !!!!!

    And too late is right around the corner…


    • Frosted May 12, 2016 at 9:13 am - Reply


      Brother … without sounding rude and/or aggressive, do you actually know what you are talking about?

      Your essence in turn guided by your Being will give you experiences to improve yourself. The Tibeetan Buddhists have a saying which goes like this ” …. stainless steel does not look back and wishes it was a lump of black coal.” This means that without the fire of experience, we cannot remove the dross.

      The Christ – in numerous texts including the Dead Sea Scrolls and the Nag Hammadi texts clearly states that the passage from the dark into light is hard and arduous.

      The Three Masters – Samael Aun Weor/Rabolu/Belsebuub – the raising of the kundalini – fire within the spinal canal – is painful and not for the feint hearted.

      The Abyss(Hell) – the gnostic student has to fight for every inch they gain. The gnostic student must descend (AND not fall) into the Abyss and fight powerful demons to gain access to valuable information. I am currently reading The Three Mountains by Samael Aun .Weor. Master Sameal very early on has to fight the demon of the air – a powerful demon called Choronzon – to gain information from a temple of light. I suggest you read The Three Mountains or at least the chapter where he fights Choronzon and his princely demons.

      Christ on Choronzon – man cannot defeat powerful demons, for example, the demon of the air (Choronzon) through words alone. Men and women will require assistance from powerful, positive hierarchical beings. You have to invoke a powerful Being and below is my experience.

      Archangel Michael – not long after I wrote about my experience with the demon Lilith I had another with my own demonic ego’s. They appeared as stereotype demons, i.e. ragged teeth, talons and long tails covered in scales. I asked for the Archangel Michael for assistance and he appeared wearing his gold armour and massive sword.

      Lift Up your Own Sword – I was attacked by 6 demons in the astral but a real location, my old school hall and church appeared in the astral. For those who live in Sydney’s inner west this occurred at the church of St Thomas Becket near Lewisham station. The attack happened between the church and the school hall. I asked Michael for his sword and he said “you have your own.” A sword hilt appeared. I looked at Michael and he said use your Will to light the sword. My ego thought of a light sabre from the Star Wars but an even more beautiful sword made out of pure crystal and on fire appeared in my Right hand. Picture a crystalline diamondswors surrounded by a brilliant fire.

      Swing that Sword – the demons rushed me and I, due to my slow progress with the work I reacted very slowly. Archangel Michael said to me swing that sword from left to right which I did. Two demons fearing the sword ran into the church and were instantly incinerated. Two other demons ran from the sword into the school hall and became many smaller demons and ran and hid in the hall. Micheal said swing the sword again and the two remaining demons took great care to avoid the fiery sword and even though I was to slow too strike them, they winced in pain as the fire of the crystalline hurt them.

      Conclusion – the Archangel Michael said to me “now you know how to fight.” There are no more lessons (meaning the intellectual analysis od gnosis) for you BUT put what you have learned into practice. You have been taught well by the light, meaning Mark Pritchard, and put these lessons into practice.

      Lesson – if I had not been defeated by the demon Lilith, as well as others from the Black Lodge I would not have been conscious enough to ask for the Archangel Michael’s help. It is through these powerful experiences that we learn.

      Rick have come across many students of gnosis who –
      1 – pretend demons don’t exist
      2 – feel that by thinking positive they are safe from negative experiences and demonic attack
      3 – wrongly assume that their Divine parents will automatically protect them from their demonic by merely thinking it
      4 – that their genuine Being – similar to my third point – will automatically protect them from the demons.

      97%of the time the demons are your own ego’s and useless terms like Jesus is Lord; Jesus is King OR I simply put my faith in Jesus will protect you.
      words and positive thoughts will not protect you., OR as you say quote “You made the choice. Yes, I choose to fight and defeat the demons.

      Genuine faith comes from hard bitter experience will protect you. I still come across demons and like Mark but at a learner level I now know when to fight and when to avoid them.

  2. James N April 18, 2015 at 12:37 pm - Reply

    Thank you for sharing this experience Mark. I wonder what the demon saw when he looked into your eyes. To me I find it difficult to understand how those demons with intelligence can continue as they are. They must study the light rather well since they are so opposed to it. I think maybe they just need a good talking to haha.

  3. Frosted Seagull April 15, 2015 at 6:28 am - Reply


    As always than you for this experience and I noticed you words … “I had my sword which I had gained after my first initiation of the path of fire and the technique to cast away demons.”

    I have one further horrific experience I would like to share where I did not have my sword.

    The Demon Lilith – far more powerful than Ba’al and has her own sphere in hell. In a horrific counter in the infernal worlds I came across the demon Lilith.

    LUST: She took the form of a woman I lusted over at the time and then morphed into a horrific demon. Her eyes opened up in the form of a gateway into he sphere. I still remember the darkness and psychological terror.

    Lilith Attacks: She tore out my vocal cords and twisted my Right arm behind my back .. as I could not remember the third conjuration … she then tore my heart out and ate it. For more details read my response further down in reference to Lucia and Karim.

    Conjurations – The Jupiter protection requires one’s right hand to be free AND the Bellilin requires vocal cords and I FORGOT the third protective mantra which begins “My Father, intercessor

    Mark’s example and my horrific failure leads me to the THREE protective manta’s or conjurations:

    1. The Jupiter – In the name of Jupiter, Father of the Gods, I conjure thee, Te Vigos Cosi Lim.
    NOTE: My understanding that these words are to be said by using the (R)ight hand as a sword or wand.

    2. Bellilin: Using the vocal cords and singing : Bellilin, Bellilin, Bellin amphora of our salvation. I would like to stand next to you., Materialism has no strength next to me. Bellilin, Bellilin, Bellin ….

    3. My Father, my Intercessor ….. OR words to that affect.
    Does anyone know the correct words third protective mantra.

    My understanding is that the third mantra is to be used before going to sleep to protect our physical body and our vital body in the 4th dimension. As esoteric students we are supposed to visualise a protective circle around our bed.. I cannot remember this protective mantra.

    I would be eternally grateful if someone could tell me what it is.

    Let this be a warning to all students of gnosis as in my case Lilith moved quickly as my consciousness was slow. To reiterate – she tore out more vocal cords and twisted my right arm behind my back …. stay alert people ……

  4. Deano April 11, 2015 at 1:42 pm - Reply

    That is full on. Thanks for continuing to share like this. Profound, actually inspires me to fight within and make efforts to have more experiences out of the body. Thankyou

  5. Suavi April 11, 2015 at 11:50 am - Reply

    Thank you Mark for sharing with us your encounter with this being, and even more importantly thank you for giving us tools to get rid of them, even if only temporarily, and to protect ourselves from negative influences.

  6. Seraphim April 11, 2015 at 7:08 am - Reply

    I find a teaching here: “It was an intelligence that was dark and yet was vast. His eyes were portals into deep blackness, a blackness so deep they seemed to encompass all the darkness.”
    As I understand the foxy, evil, not the pure, intelligence can lead someone in these levels of abyss. It seems this worship of mind in our modern days, it isn’t the right position for internal process and development.

    From the other side, I don’t understand, how it is allowed in these evil beings to be involved negatively so much in mankind’s cases without punishment, without a permanent stoppage, especially when the balance inclines clearly in favor of them?

    • Lucia April 11, 2015 at 6:47 pm - Reply

      Seraphim, I was thinking about the same… like where is the balance here? So much evil and so little light? But then i thought about it in the light of Yugas – or those different ages – you know, the Golden age, Silver age, etc… until the Iron Age and this age of Kali Yuga, as Samael calls it. And I thought maybe it is all in balance, even though in this particular Yuga, the evil is stronger. Maybe back in Golden age, the light was so strong, that the Darkness “complained”, not many awakening in darkness, etc… While now its the opposite, but on the grand scale, its in balance. We are just the unfortunate ones trying to awaken for Light in not very favorable circumstances, but I guess things could also be worse…

      • Jon April 12, 2015 at 11:46 pm - Reply

        In one sense it is unfortunate the world is so dark, but does that mean the circumstances are more “unfavorable” for awakening? I’ve heard it said that with so much darkness, there is so much opportunity. If everything was nice and rosy, would we be so motivated to do the spiritual work?

      • Zorana April 13, 2015 at 1:07 am - Reply

        But if it’s easier in this age to see the darkness around us/in others and, therefore, within us… then maybe there are some advantages 🙂

        • Daniel L April 13, 2015 at 8:48 am - Reply

          I agree with Jon and Zorana. Speaking from my own mundane experiences. When my life was going well, I found I drifted away from the spiritual yearning, but something would always happen on the pain side to remind me how fruitless pursuing physical goals was. Darkness and pain definitely bring one to the spiritual search.

          It also reminds me of the story of Buddha, where as a young prince he wasn’t allowed outside the palace. His father would only allow the finest things in the palace, and only young and attractive people were allowed inside the palace, giving the prince a distorted view of how life was (not seeing people age and die, or seeing people who were less fortunate and suffering, and not really suffering himself). Buddha realised he needed to get out of the palace to really learn.

          I feel there is a mundane and a more spiritual side to that story. On the mundane side, pleasant things distract us and make us feel good and not yearn spiritually. And also on the higher aspect, the essence in its own dimension where there is no darkness (in this story the nice palace with only young attractive people) doesn’t learn about suffering and never yearns spiritually. So it has to go into the dimensions were the opposites exists (ie, “the real world” outside the palace) to truly learn.

      • Julian Kingman April 14, 2015 at 11:02 pm - Reply

        That makes sense to me, Lucia, it’s like the cycle of lives through the plant and animal kingdoms, but on a planetary scale.
        It seems like there is an additional urgency when things are bad, it’s more obvious that there is a real problem, and we become ‘tired’ of the same old way of reacting to life… it’s the same as if you get into a big emotion, or notice a big reaction, it’s a reality check that can lead to a desire to change and work on the details. On the other hand, if the world were a little less hostile towards spiritual groups, and if people were less negative and lustful, we would have many opportunities that would benefit us spiritually that we don’t or can’t have now.

        • Lucia April 15, 2015 at 10:09 pm - Reply

          Hi Julian, if I could chose, I think I would prefer to try to awaken in Golden age. 🙂 The reason being that I imagine the beings/people at that time were much closer to spiritual, meaning their faculties were sharper, they could astral project more easily, the society was based on spiritual values, etc… While today everything is very heavy, we barely remember our dreams, mundane energy hits everywhere. It is very very difficult to get some lighter, spiritual feelings regularly. But I can also relate to what you say about “being tired of the same old ways of reacting to life” and really wish I can get rid of that which makes the “typical me”. Just a few days ago, I saw one of my characteristic reactions to a situation and really felt fed up with it, like how can I be even aspiring to spirituality with something like that within… I hope I can use the next opportunity better.

      • Christos April 16, 2015 at 2:48 am - Reply

        I guess we get what we deserve. Who knows what we have done in the past to contribute to this dark age as “smiling bystanders”, passively watching the darkness encompassing the world or not fighting hard enough against it or maybe even as parts of this darkness, serving its agendas.

        I think that if things were rosy and angelic then our dark side would be unprovoked, bored and sleepy and would not be surfaced. Because of that we would not have the chance to destroy it.

        This era has a lot of pain which is bad but I feel this also contributes to surfacing our egos giving us the chance to get rid of them.

        • DavidP April 16, 2015 at 9:13 am - Reply

          How does one do the work in a golden age? Maybe that’s where having a demon assigned to you comes in handy? The dark forces would still exist in a golden age and have some influence whilst people still have some measure of egos. Of course, in these times, unfortunately it has all gotten well out of hand in favour of the darkside which can mean there is more opportunity for egos to surface and so possibility of quicker learning but then maybe one can learn just as quickly in a golden age?
          In the end we just need to deal with now, whatever the situation might be.

          • Christos April 16, 2015 at 8:02 pm

            I am thinking of it from the point of affinity. The amount of egos we have at this point makes us deserve this external amount of darkness that exists in the world. If we had less egos then we would be in a place with people that also have less egos and consequently the environment around them would be less harmed and influenced by darkness. If we fulfill the requirements needed to survive and make it to the golden age then we will deserve that and we will benefit from that environment.

            For example we are repelled and cannot relate to a gang of criminals but also in a similar but opposite way we also cannot understand an advanced brotherhood of the light.

            It seems that people around us usually show us our inner level. If we want a better environment around us then we need to create the necessary inner affinity and then we will be attracted to that.

        • Jon April 17, 2015 at 12:04 am - Reply

          Well put Christos. The way I see it, we get what we deserve, however painful, that’s how we learn. The key is to change from where we are now.

        • Lucia April 17, 2015 at 11:27 am - Reply

          I also agree Christos, and these exact thoughts crossed my mind as well. We just need to look around ourselves and see what within us is attracting those places, people, circumstances, etc. Affinity definitely works on so many levels, it just takes a long time sometimes to figure and understand things deeply enough to change them, or even to observe them correctly in the first place.

    • Suavi April 12, 2015 at 11:51 pm - Reply

      Evil prevails nowadays perhaps because humanity as a whole did not recognise the value of the spiritual and has rejected spiritual development by turning towards the material? We have a degree of freedom and we get what we choose. Ultimately it is us who allowed evil to take over, possibly mainly out of ignorance and lack of intelligence, maybe laziness as well. Every choice has its outcomes and consequences, including giving into egos and following pleasures.

      • James N April 18, 2015 at 12:12 pm - Reply

        Agree Suavi, we do get what outcomes we choose. I wonder if perhaps it is a karmic consequence that we find ourselves battling for the light in this dark age.

  7. Sof April 11, 2015 at 3:59 am - Reply

    Thanks for sharing Mark.

    There is so much darkness and evil these days, your shared experience shows the importance of being present and aware of what surrounds (within) us each day…

  8. Sue April 11, 2015 at 2:41 am - Reply

    Thanks for sharing this story. I have come across an ‘ordinary’ evil being and looking into the blackness of his eyes was quite horrifying. I can’t imagine what it must have been like to look into the eyes of Bael.

    I’m sure it stands to reason that there is great intelligence on both sides – it’s just the use that intelligence is put to that would make the difference.

    It is a good reminder for us all of the constant presence of evil around us.

  9. Justin April 8, 2015 at 1:51 am - Reply

    Thanks for sharing this Mark.

    This is such an interesting and mysterious topic, I tried to read your description very carefully to really understand what was taking place.

    It really intrigues me and it all makes sense intellectually, yet digging beneath the surface I find myself with many things I don’t understand.

    What is this evil intelligence exactly? How could intelligence exist, cut off from the light? How do we reconcile the dark, heavy, chaotic, animalistic nature of the ego energies with this refined and dapper-looking man?

    It makes me really wonder what they have achieved and gained through this evil process of awakening in darkness. Other writers have said that these demonic figures firmly believe themselves to be on the path of truth and believe that white magicians are mistaken. But how could someone like Bael have such profound intelligence and yet believe that evil, cruelty, greed, etc. is good and kindness, truth, consciousness, etc. be bad?

    I guess it shows me how far I am from really understanding these things. But I really appreciate hearing about this experience. Much to ponder on.

    • Vida April 8, 2015 at 4:20 pm - Reply

      Well said, Justin. I find myself asking a lot of the same questions, and also realizing I too lack the understanding of these deeper topics.

      Thank you Belsebuub for sharing this.

    • Julian Kingman April 10, 2015 at 3:15 pm - Reply

      “How do we reconcile the dark, heavy, chaotic, animalistic nature of the ego energies with this refined and dapper-looking man?” I wonder that too, Justin.

      There’s a morality espoused by Satanists (like Lavey) that has a certain dignity to it, or a certain logic.

      “The Satanist believes in complete gratification of his ego. Satanism, in fact, is the only religion which advocates the intensification or encouragement of the ego. Only if a person’s own ego is sufficiently fulfilled, can he afford to be kind and complimentary to others, without robbing himself of his self-respect. We generally think of a braggart as a person with a large ego; in reality, his bragging results from a need to satisfy his impoverished ego.” – Lavey

  10. Karim April 7, 2015 at 9:39 pm - Reply

    When I first read this very interesting account of that encounter it also made me ponder what awakened darkness is.
    It seems to me that simply wanting to be evil, committing sinister crimes, giving into pleasures and wasting energy is not going to get someone to awaken in darkness. I think it definitely requires a certain work with the energies, a kind of “chastity”, so as to build up in the psyche an awakened consciousness and an acquired knowledge of darkness. But of course inverted. So I imagine they must have specific keys/techniques as well in order to do this.

    With such a demon as Bael, or demons, heading the huge forces of darkness and their control in the world, I mean what scriptures, what books and knowledge must they be consulting? So I think it’s really like that part says in the Path of the Spiritual Sun book; That the forces of darkness and deceit would always win, if it wasn’t for the help of the divine.

    Anyway these insights, the accounts of your experiences, are really valuable and appreciated. Really makes me see and think how much! is going on beyond our normal perception of the everyday world around us.

  11. Roy April 7, 2015 at 8:35 am - Reply

    There are so many movies and stories around about demons, angels and the battle between light and darkness. It often feels made up or just something to entertain people. Brushing it off as something that does not exists and stay ignorant is easy, so it is much appreciated that you shared your experience in those dark regions with us. It helps me to grasp the bigger picture.

    Reading your blog makes me also wonder why those who follow Bael are so committed? They must have done well to be allowed to follow him into those dark regions and be taught by him. At the same time it makes me reflect on your words Belsebuub that the teachings of light are gone at this point in time and that the light is trapped. I don’t want to continue the conversation that was started here, but this blog made me reflect on how much effort some people make to gain knowledge in higher / lower realms for either light or darkness.

  12. Ella April 6, 2015 at 3:09 pm - Reply

    Thank you Belsebuub for helping us to understand these mysteries.

  13. Michelle April 6, 2015 at 1:49 pm - Reply

    I have noticed in books and movies that when the villain is intelligent it makes the whole story a lot more frightening. What an incredible experience, to encounter that being and be able to perceive his dark intelligence. Thanks for sharing this story with us.

  14. Boyd April 6, 2015 at 12:28 pm - Reply

    Thank you for sharing, Mark.

  15. Lucia April 6, 2015 at 10:05 am - Reply

    Thank you very much Belsebuub for sharing your interesting encounter again. We were just talking about this your experience a few days ago, as I remembered it in connection to all the darkness that’s wrapping the world today. The nature of evil have always intrigued me, especially when trying to understand why would some Beings chose that Path, knowing it eventually leads to their destruction. I feel maybe there is more to it, maybe in some way, they are able to gain a certain knowledge that way they wouldn’t be able to get otherwise? And then, when on the path of Light, turning it into a deeper understanding than they’ve had before? Something like your Being has done?
    But then, when seeing how one on that Path must obviously be immune to human suffering and commit all kinds of atrocities, it leaves me wondering how is it possible to quieten one’s conscience to such a degree… Or maybe they get more and more numb as the time goes, and their mind twisted, so they don’t perceive the reality it in the same way? Don’t these Beings miss Love? What is their “food” so to speak?

    I would really appreciate your comments on these issues or whatever else you feel is related if you think its relevant.

    Thank you again so much for bringing the Light into these otherwise hidden areas!

    • Ella April 6, 2015 at 3:08 pm - Reply

      Interesting questions Lucia, it is really very mysterious, the whole existence of ‘bad and good’, and how there is intelligence within them both. It makes me think of the question of suffering or punishment in spirituality. The existence of these beings seem linked to that. I’ve met a few people with a great spiritual capacity who just can’t accept that ‘God’ would punish people in the sense of there being an underworld or karma, as to them God is good, and thus wouldn’t allow such cruelty to exist. Understanding the place for karma, suffering, punishment, trials and temptations within the overall work of divinity is a deep mystery, one that this story brings me back to.

      This account also makes me feel new renewed respect for the work of David Icke. Though I don’t know the total credibility of what he teaches, the crux of there being a link in the human world to a demonic non-human world, which exerts huge influence over society, seems verified here. And it is not an easy thing to try to tell people!

      • Angela Pritchard April 7, 2015 at 12:03 pm - Reply

        This experience from Mark is from 1991, which is when he started talking about demons and how they work and influence the world etc.; it’s just he hasn’t had the platform David Icke has to get the information out there.

        • oldperson April 10, 2015 at 8:07 am - Reply

          Angela Pritchard says:
          “it’s just he hasn’t had the platform David Icke has to get the information out there.”
          Hello, Angela
          I am new to posting on this site. I have begun to read as much of what is written on this site as I can and I like most of what I read here. I looked around at David Ickes site and so far I’m not impressed. He didn’t come and visit me like Belsebuub did or use a Kundalini tekneek to completely heal an old wound of mine that several other local healers had worked on over the years and had only partially healed. I think that mark and this site are the real deal. oldperson

        • Sabah April 11, 2015 at 5:01 am - Reply

          I first read this some years ago and am so glad it has been reposted. It feels so pertinent, I can’t believe it’s back from 1991. It’s also really sad that even some 24 years later, information of such magnitude and relevance is largely ignored.

          Re-reading this, I see it’s not only an interesting encounter but a profound lesson on the nature of darkness. To me, it shows a need to understand the formidable strength and intelligence of what we’re up against, and to respect our opponents who, unlike most of humanity, are not asleep, but have awakened, except in darkness.

      • Steve April 7, 2015 at 4:04 pm - Reply

        Hi Ella,

        I think the Ying and Yang symbol explains a lot about creation in this regard as it has the circle with one side coloured white (positive) and the other half coloured black (negative), this could be taken in one way to show that creation has it’s opposites i.e good & bad in equal proportions and when they meet together they create a form which could be the curved line in between the two sides, could this be creation in between the forces of the universe? It’s really interesting that each side has a dot in it which has the colour of the opposing side ( the white side has a dot of black in it & the black side has a dot of white in it) Could this be trying to show us that the positive white side has what we might perceive as a bad point to it which might be the hard laws and karma for instance ( I mean this in the sense that karma is hard upon us but with out it we wouldn’t learn from our mistakes) and the white dot on the black side might mean that there is something positive to be taken from the darkness as with out the darkness we wouldn’t know what the light was. I mean this in the sense that if evil didn’t exist how would we known that good existed, there’s so much to take from all these amazing symbols, I hope we don’t lose them.

        • Ella April 9, 2015 at 11:31 pm - Reply

          Thanks Steve. The yin yang symbol is at least safe from being inverted!

    • Frosted Seagull April 7, 2015 at 10:49 am - Reply

      Hey Lucia,

      The food of the demon is your vital and sexual energies.

      I have read accounts was where South East Asian sex workers ( who have raised awareness duet to the meditative qualities of Buddhism) have seen ghosts and demons licking and absorbing energies from condoms that have semen.

      Arch-Demons: these powerful malevolent beings prey on gnostic students and other esoteric practitioners. The greater the fall the more vital, etheric and proyoplasmic energies that they can they can absorb.

      Failed Gnostic Students – Arch-demons such as Andramalek, Moloch, Ashdod, Astaroth and Belial were all students of gnosis once. They failed ad they created a Hanamussen and ultimately a downward facing kundalini. Look up pictures of the Sumerian demon Pazuzu made famous by the Exorcist movie. The real life statue of Pazuzu perfectly captures ever uthong that is anti-gnosis.

      • Lucia April 7, 2015 at 9:41 pm - Reply

        Thank you Frosted Seagull for your insights, I think you are up to something with this. It makes sense that both beings – of light and of darkness would feed on the same energy, but of an opposite pole. So while the Beings of Light would feed on Love, the demons and the like would feed on lust. Just like the beings on light are made by refining their sexual energy, the beings of darkness are made by the opposite process – making their sexual energy more and more dirty by feeding lust in its various forms. Then I guess their food is according to that. But, of course, we don’t know all the subtler details and specifics of this. For example, I have also read somewhere that the malevolent spirits feed on human suffering, emotionalism, fear, etc. Not sure how exactly would this work, but maybe these states are also some sort of energy that can be “consumed”? Just like beauty, harmony, celestial music and the like could possibly revitalize the beings of light…

        Then there is also the question of sacrifice. While the beings of Light sacrifice negative, self-centered and low states to develop and embody virtues, the beings of darkness most likely do the opposite – sacrifice goodness, truth and beauty for developing self-centered willpower, numbness to human suffering, powers and who knows what else. The “cremation of care” elite ritual that leaked to the public, as well as some dark rituals where animals or even humans are sacrificed may then be a representation of this.

        • Frosted Seagull April 15, 2015 at 6:06 am - Reply

          Hey Lucia and Karim,

          Karim great question … “Don’t these Beings miss Love?”

          Hate: Hatred is love inversed. All demons feed of hate but Lucia is right the extremely powerful demons feed of selfishness/self0-centredness, low states to develop and embody virtues, the beings of darkness most likely do the opposite …. numbness to human suffering, powers and who knows what else.

          Lucia- You wrote – Thank you Frosted Seagull for your insights, I think you are up to something with this. It makes sense that both beings – of light and of darkness would feed on the same energy, but of an opposite pole. Lucia you are SPOT ON. Well written.

          I have one further horrific experience I would like to share.

          The Demon Lilith – far more powerful than Ba’al that she has her own sphere in hell. The sphere of Lilith is a distinct level of hell for sexual sin.

          Esoteric Attack: In a horrific counter in the infernal worlds I came across the demon Lilith. Unlike Mark who was consciously wary of Ba’al. my consciousness was asleep when Lilith attacked.

          LUST: She took the form of a woman I lusted over at the time and then morphed into a horrific demon. Her eyes opened up the gateway to the moon that she ruled over.

          Conjurations – The Jupiter protection requires one’s right hand to be free AND the Bellilin requires vocal cords and I FORGOT the third protective mantra which begins “My Father, intercessor.

          Lilith Attacks: She tore out my vocal cords with her right hand and twisted my arm behind my back .. as I could not remember the third conjuration she then tore my heart out and ate it.

          Vivid: I remember all the above as if it happened 5 minutes ago. I remember the fear and psychological dread and horror of the Lilith moon – it was horrific black colours where one version of black was darker than the others.

          Heart: I felt every bite she took of my heart and swallowed as I fell to my knees. I felt nauseous, ill and was drained of all vital, etheric and protoplasmic energy. When I woke up in the third dimension and was drained of all esoteric and physical energy and was sick ..immobile in bed for 8 days.

          Medical Help: My flat mate took me to the doctor via taxi cab (I talked her out of calling an ambulance) who gave me a Vitamin B injection. I was pasty white, had massive weight loss and was barely conscious. My female flat mate told me later that the doctor had actually called the hospital for an emergency bed in ICU had I not responded to the Vitamin B injection.

          I slowly got better but the experience has stayed with me.

          The lesson here is stay conscious, remember all THREE protective mantra’s prior to falling asleep AND protect your vital, sexual, etheric and protoplasmic energies.

    • Karim April 9, 2015 at 9:48 pm - Reply

      “Don’t these Beings miss Love?”

      That’s a nice thought Lucia 🙂

      • Lucia April 10, 2015 at 2:53 pm - Reply

        Yes, you know Karim, I wondered – if all Beings are ultimately the sparks of Love that once came from the Absolute, they have to somehow feed on it, as it is their very essence in the end. But it makes sense that they would feed on different aspects of it, or different variations of the same energy.

  16. Paty April 6, 2015 at 5:07 am - Reply

    Thank you Mark, this is a very interesting account of the reality that we face.

    For some reason I can really understand that from this article that notion that the darkness uses deceit as it means to fool us and perpetrate its deeds. What I mean is that we should really strive to not deceive in any way, shape or form in our own daily lives as we would be aligning ourselves with these darker forces. Sometimes our society thinks that ‘little white lies’ and the such are a necessary part of like, but I think this is something to really think twice about. Or when we are dealing with people and a transaction needs to take place, it is really important to be transparent and honest and act in a way that is more aligned with the Light.
    You say that the darkness that you saw in Bael was deep and sophisticated. You can really see that these days in society with certain companies that are only out to make a profit and don’t care about destroying nature or the livelihoods of certain people. When you really look at a lot of things that are currently going on there is a level of sophistication and intelligence that is very scary.
    Thanks again.

  17. Layla April 6, 2015 at 3:38 am - Reply

    A really important revelation Mark that I feel is needed in these times.

    I remember you mentioned this experience a while back too and it astonished me to hear your description of this being, how he looks refined and yet within him the depth of evil is vast. Is it any wonder than those who would follow him, would also appear the same here in this 3rd dimension. If it is ‘as above, so below’ for the higher mysteries, then would it also be the same but in reverse for black mysteries?

    The reason I find this information important is because within the truth movement people mostly don’t know what they are up against, what we see here on earth is, as I feel from your account, a smidgin of the evil from which its coming from, and though we can try to combat it with our mind, unless we get to the core basis of this battle that is within us, and use and develop our conscious intelligence, we really have absolutely no idea how to combat evil even in the smallest ways. People like to discard spirituality when dealing with the evil mechanisms we are facing in society, but that’s like throwing out the very basis why it exists and the means by which to overcome it. The way spirituality is treated in society, (demonised, attacked, watered down and perhaps even outlawed in the future) in itself for me shows how important spirituality is in this battle.

  18. Patricia April 6, 2015 at 12:09 am - Reply

    I remember reading this account from a while back as well and the profound effect it had on me. Thank you for explaining the connection between these ominous events, the role darkness has played in all of them, and how its influence permeates through the various dimensions and cosms. Now, more than ever, it’s seems so important to know what’s happening around and within us and why.

  19. David April 5, 2015 at 11:47 pm - Reply

    This story is pretty humbling. I had never really considered that evil could have an intelligence before reading it, just thought that evil was bad and of the desires and lower emotions. Hearing this story though it makes complete sense how thoroughly darkness has managed to infiltrate the world if there are people working for evil (cumulatively over many centuries I imagine) that are being guided by such an dark intelligence.

    • Craig April 6, 2015 at 3:47 am - Reply

      I agree David: It is too easy to think of evil as being passive.

      Thank you for sharing this experience Mark.

    • Frosted Seagull April 6, 2015 at 4:21 pm - Reply

      Hey David,

      Mark is being succinct. I was lucky enough to be taught by Mark in class.

      We discussed the Black Lodge and powerful demons such as Ba’al, Belial, Choronzon etc
      Note- do NOT ever verbally mention the names of these demons as you can invoke them!

      Mark told us that the more powerful the demon and the further you progress with the work the more subtle the attack. These truly malevolent beings can and do appear as friends, mentors and yes even angels of light. However. Something will feel wrong e.g. if they mimic aangel of the light there will be a negative state, an arm or goot will be missing and the eyes. The window to the soul, will be dark and emotionless as Mark has just highlighted.

      • Ella April 9, 2015 at 11:29 pm - Reply

        I can really see that the egos that work to pull me away from the work are hardest when they are in the guise of being my friend. There are so so many ways to entice us away from being fully devoted to the spiritual, especially if we can think we are doing good/looking good/important/clever etc. etc. Unfortunately there’s no ‘look in their eyes’ litmus test for these internal demons, but there is a recognisable energy with them … that often takes too long to cotton onto.

  20. Martin April 5, 2015 at 11:15 pm - Reply

    Thanks for sharing Mark.

  21. Jenny April 5, 2015 at 6:36 pm - Reply

    Thanks for sharing this gem also, Mark. I remember you talked about this encounter some years ago and this story helped me immensely in many ways ever since.

  22. DavidP April 5, 2015 at 6:01 pm - Reply

    That’s an amazing experience Mark, thanks for sharing it.
    This would seem to be a major demon, presumably with a lot of influence upon this world.
    I suppose the recent and upcoming eclipses are giving this demon a greater ability to have even more influence on our planet? Is this the same entity also known as Moloch which they venerate at Bohemian Grove? I hope all here can be protected from any influence of such a being or his cohorts.

  23. Olga April 5, 2015 at 4:25 pm - Reply

    Thanks for sharing. I find it humbling to read about the existence of Bael and the vast intelligence of evil you found through him, as well as his entourage who were connected to people on earth. Its a reminder of how much I don’t know beyond my own small world of activities, interests and interactions and how much more in this cosmos, and in the microcosm of myself there is to understand and uncover.

    • Layla April 6, 2015 at 3:42 am - Reply

      Thanks Olga, your comment is refreshing and humbling in itself! From a position of reality we can at least see our way forward.

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